development

It's amazing, now, to see how I've changed. I am in the circle now, I am not afraid. If the team doesn't make room for me, I find my own way in and create a space for myself. I say what needs to be said. If I am not sure about something, I ask, no longer feeling that I can't afford to display any weakness. I am confident in my abilities and knowledge, and in my role. If I know something needs to be done, I push for it and I give reasons why.

I'm not sure the proper way to describe it, but I guess you could say I've finally actualized into this role. And now I'm ready for something different! What is that?!? I'm not sure I want a job where I will always have to force my way into new circles. Besides, my individual body can't really tolerate this kind of work, so I guess it works out just fine.